Saturday, August 12, 2006

Long hot Summer

Well, here we are in mid-August and I'm 30% through my new chemo regimen. So far it hasn't been too bad, but I find that the fatigue is still hanging in there. I just pace myself and the days seem to glide by. Work doesn't seem to be affected, but there are times when I get a little sleepy in the afternoon, but I'm more inclined to think it's because of lunch, rather than anything else.

I have another MRI coming up in a little more than a week, so things should come more into focus for the longer term with that. I can't help but be a little tentative though. Those scans tend to be milestones, and I feel a little a little anxious as it approaches. I've become somewhat hypersensitive to what's going on inside my body now. You tend to analyze every little ache, or twinge, or soreness, and relate it back... especially when it's in the head region. Some of it is just stress I suppose.

I stopped reading about this, because there is nothing good or encouraging written. Everything has this gloom and doom approach. I don't need that. I want to keep positive, and I can't do that when most that is written has a negative spin.

I'm busier now, and I'm trying (in my own way) to work at projects that have been hanging around. I'm even getting them done... although not at warp speed.