I know it's been a while since I made a post. I didn't realize how long until I checked the date of my last one. Needless to say, I was a little embarrassed at my procrastination. The past several months have been a series of highs and lows because of the chemo and other outside influences, which were highlighted by the Toshiba drive in my laptop losing its lubrication, and therefore spinning at a speed less than appropriate to access my data. In other words, it essentially died.
It took a while to get the problem narrowed down to the fact that I had to send it somewhere to do a proper disk recovery not available locally, and it was going to be EXPENSIVE. Prices went as high as $2500 or so. After I regained consciousness I contacted a company in Florida called ECO Data Recovery. You can find them at http://www.ecodatarecovery.com. These guys are professional and fast. They have their own clean room facilities, and were able to disassemble the drive, and then do whatever was necessary to save my data onto an external drive I sent them, and then send it back to me. In the end, they recovered 100% of my volatile files, so I didn't lose anything from the experience. Their price for me was much less than anyone else I talked to, and they were understanding and sympathetic to my issues. If this is sounding like a plug for them, well I guess it is. I'd use them again in a heartbeat.
I've crossed over the six month of my five day chemo treatment and I'm feeling fairly good. My last MRI was clear with no lingering signs of the tumor. This is a terrific bit of news for me. I'm not saying I've beaten it yet, but as long as things stay the way they are now, I have a good chance of getting back to normal.
One of the first things I need to do is get back into shape. I weigh about 10 lbs more than I did 10 months ago, and because of my inactivity, I've lost about half my muscle mass. This bothers me a lot, because my profile in the mirror has really suffered. Before all of this tumor stuff I was in good shape. I went to the gym regularly and I taught martial arts twice a week. Because of my loss of muscle, I'm considerably less strong as I used to be. I can still do some things reasonably well, but I tire faster.
I need to come up with a plan to lose the spare tire and get my muscle strength returning. I'm a little concerned about jumping into a regimen and blowing myself out in the process. I've done this plenty of times when I was healthy, so I don't want to especially do it now. My diet isn't bad, I just don't seem to be able to lose any weight, which won't happen until my activity level increases. I sort of have a plan, but if I had a better idea of how to proceed, it would keep me on track. My willpower seems to have suffered during the last 10 months, so getting back in the saddle is all the more difficult. If I could afford a trainer to work with me, that would be the best way, but since I can't, I'm going to have to depend on my own fortitude to get things back to some semblance of the way I was.
This isn't a New Years' resolution, but it should be.
I still have more to add, but right now I need to pull the Christmas lights off the house.
Stay tuned, I promise to be back soon.
